Thank you!!!

There are some entities and people that I must publicly give honor and thanks to. The following people have been praying for me or have inspired me during my time of grief (some my entire life). I love you all. Thank you.

My church, New Birth South, Pastor Andre' Landers-My church began a corporate fast on September 10th, and my world began to shift on the 12th of September. I was not sure of what to expect during a fast. Breakthrough......was all in my spirit as I listened to Bishop Paul Morton on the evening of the 10th. The title of his prophetic encounter was, "Shortly." I cried that night because I knew that God was getting ready to do something great in my life, shortly. I did not know how he was going to do it. Specifically, I did not know what he was going to do. I was obedient during the fast. I prayed the scriptures and I was sincere. I began to have symptoms of a threatened miscarriage on the 12th of September, my sister was killed on the 15th of September. I suffered from complications of the threatened miscarriage. On the 29th of September, the miscarriage of twins was confirmed. The corporate fast ended on the 30th of September. Now, I know to many that may be of the world, you cannot fathom how one can benefit from the fast when you take in what I have been through. But the enemy is definitely a liar. I have regained my faith. I have renewed my relationship with God. I renewed my relationship with my husband and my friends and family. I have been embracing the gifts that God has given me. Although, I have experienced a great loss during this fast, my gain was greater. I gained peace. Thank you, New Birth South and Pastor Andre Landers.

My husband, Frederick Douglas Stallworth, II-You are my rock. I don't have enough room on this here blog to confess my honor, love and appreciation for you. You are my best friend, lover and protector. Your strength, talent, honor and passion is such an inspiration. Your determination to be a provider for your family is immeasurable. I am so proud to have your last name. I love you!!!

My children, Raven and Alex Stallworth-You are both such bright and beautiful young ladies. Your spirits are so fresh and innocent. Your happiness keeps me humble. I know that you may not know what is going on with Mommy right now, but you will never know how just your presence has helped me to get through this.

My mother, Annie Lois Pullins-You are simply a breath of fresh air. If I am but an ounce of the woman you are, I know that I am heaven bound and will be blessed with a good life on this earth. You have given me so much strength and wisdom, I know that I can do anything. You are beautiful, strong, and wise. I love you, Mama.

My brother, Corey B. Searcy-You are crazy!!!! You have a way of comforting me with your sick sense of humor even when I am grieving. On the square, Thank you for making me laugh and allowing me to tell Mama the news first!!!!! What a party, What a party!!!! LOL!!!!!

Auntie, Alphadetta Kennebrew-Who knew that we would be so close? You are an eagle! You continue to soar high above worldly things. Everytime I see you, your feet appear to be lifted off of the ground. It's like you are floating. I thought my eyes were playing tricks on me. Since I have been experiencing trials and storms, I know what it is! You (your feet) are simply heaven bound and your physical is trying to catch up with your Spirit!!! Continue to soar and be sure to click on the word eagle for more meaning about who you really are.

My Spiritual Sisters, Tonya Sykes, Semika Evans, Chaisha Lewis-I can go on for years about how much you all mean to me. We have all been through so much together. Specifically, during this test, you all have been so supportive. Your phone calls, emails and prayers have kept me grounded. Semika, when you called me Friday morning, you saved my life. Tonya, when you made me laugh the other day, I did not think that I would ever smile again. Chaisha, when we reconnected the other week, I did not know that I would need your wisdom and support in the following days. Thank you all.

My girlfriends, Rita Banks, Karen Jordan, Krishna Campbell-You have all been listening ears to me. Thank you for not being judgemental. Thank you for being sincere and kind. I appreciate your words of wisdom and your help.

My cousin, Hope NeSmith-Girl, I just love you for being you. Thank you for checking in on me and for encouraging me to stay strong. I love you.

My job-Thank you for being supportive and understanding during this time. I knew that God placed me at that school for a reason. I know that had I worked anywhere else during this time, that I would not have received this much love and support.

I thank God for you all. You will all be blessed indefinitely because you have touched one of God's own. Peace and Love!!